all rite.ok.all of u complaining about my blog. do u ever see a blog with techno music?? lolz....dun care...i like can liao..haha.....
finally passed my sub10.yeah!!! got my provisional driving licence liao...can go out onto the roads liao...so excited...haha...
tests are coming...but i havent study yet..as usual....anyway..some1 was telling me about tat idiotic hack care attitude tat i have...esp towards my studies....told me i need to change....hmmm.....make sense....hes completely different from me...good in studies..always spending time on his projects...etc...maybe tis was the reason why it didnt wk out between us after all.....the way we lead our lives are completely different loh....
please~please dun go
Dun tell me tat is over
why do u go
tears are in my eyes
fade away fade away dun fade away~
please tell me tat you'll stay
wont u stay with me forever
dun fade away~
Feel as though im enjoying myself...as though im on a holiday RATHER THAN STUDYING. WHY??? cos too many days nv go sch liao..HOW CAN LIKE TAT!!!! tink sooner or later...when the end of year exams come..i will just get my deserts for not studying. =(
today went bbdc for sub10 circuit assesement. the practical sux men today. first time i got evaluated on my circuit. the most can oni up to 12 demerit points...if more than tat..then fail liao. guess how much i got?? 28 points....i was like...wat the hell men.....
just now on the way to bbdc...my face was =)
after tis practical...my face was =( all the way home...until now....
no confidence liao....
sum more today the instructor so black face!!so fierce!!!n i was like so scared loh. nearly haf immediate failure at the narrow plank course...cos under stressed...instructor keep on looking at me....
then the emergency brake also. nearly fell sia.
anyway today seems like everything went wrong.......
wats worse is tat i kana tis stupid bike...the throttle a bit siao siao wan. affect my performance sia. starting alreadi gt problem liao. cannot start the engine. wah liew...i keep on starting then cannot start the engine n i started to panic. but luckily after much aggressiveness...the engine finally started. ok i koe. if u really gt the skill u take watever bike also no problem wan....but....haiz...now like dun feel like continuing liao//ALWAYS FAIL. i think i will nv pass tis subject. o well. tis subject 10 like shit for me..another obstacle...tink i will be stuck here forever n ever n ever. tink i need about 10 times to pass tis subject loh.
CURCUIT ASSESSMENT SUX!!!!
time for blogging again. ytd when i reach hm in the afternoon..i practically slp the whole day after tat...until about 2am then i woke up. n i started walking around in the house in total darkness. wondering wat the hell am i supposed to do since i just woke up n cant slp anymore. went online for a while. end up flipping through my school notes which i havent touched for a week or so. started reading...n reading...n reading...n enjoying the cold breeze from my window...which reminded me of when i was struggling for my o levels...every nite...at tis time...i was studying like crazy....and i look back now....4 years have passed. so fast. yeah so i was daydreaming again in the nite. haha. continued reading my notes. hmmm...at least i made sum progress. haha. but as usual...after sum time..i fell asleep. again. oh man.
fri no wk. sat no wk. shiok men. finally can stay at hm on weekend nights to watch tv n chill out at hm. wat a different feeling men. finally can slp early n wake up early. haha.
later going bbdc for my theory lesson liao...then tink cuming home n staying home for the rest of the day.....cannot always go out!!!
just woke up n just taken my lunch. hmmm...mifen n sum nuggets n green bean soup. now so full liao. my stupid sister keep on laughing at sum tv show until the whole house can hear her laughter. my bro playing computer game. my parents have gone out. all doing their own things....i listen to techno...o well....n daydreaming about when i will get my own bike....
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