im really starting to hate everything tat is going around me. day by day..my mood swing is definetely beoming from bad to worse. so mani tings tat happen around me..i cant breathe. studies..relationship..financial prob..home..
no one will ever really understand me except my really close frienz. u cant judge smthing by wat u see. sometimes wat u see may not be really wat u see...there's always another side to it tat u have not seen.
ya so wat if im living in a condo? does tat mean tat im a rich gal? does tat mean tat i have a lot of money??? pls if u dun koe...pls dun keep on saying im RICH when i actually trying so hard to save money just for my daily expenses? if im so rich, why do u tink i still have to work? u tink i like to give up my every weekend just to work? bo liao ah? for fun ah?
actually the reason why i took up a part time job is bcos i wanted to save enough money to buy my own bike...for its monthly maintanence...then now leh? everything seems to be different. i seem to be wking just to provide for myself..for watever it is..eating..transport..cut hair...
used to have monthly allowance from my parents. but now? just bcos i start wking liao then they tink i haf money liao no need allowance from them liao. PLEASE im oni wking for 2 days a week? how much do u tink i can earn? sum more now wan to get the exams fees from them also so difficult. keep on asking when u giving me the fees for my exams? the date due cuming. keep on saying a few days later a few days later. keep on pushing n pushing until the last min. i just wan to get everyting done as soon as possible as u koe sum days i am nt free n i haf to go all the way to the stupid RELC just to pay the exam fees and the dateline is cuming? wan to get sum money from u to EAT also so difficult. always say u really got no money liao..or u dun have any change...or a few days later then give u...so do i need to wait a few days later to eat?
and now everyting tat i spend seem to be from my salary. dun need to buy bike liao loh. win liao loh. n u r saying im a rich gal????
if really so hard to maintain tis house, why do u have to buy tis stupid condo in the first place? i rather live back in hdb flat...at least have more cash to use. why???????????????since so hard just to pay my exam fees....i rather not study then. im not being difficult or wat. just tat nobody koes my situation n how i feel. i also koe tat im studying a very expensive course. not then i dun koe. but i dun wan to study to the expense tat have to worry about tis n tat ok..
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