
a blink of an eye and a few days pass so fast liao....i also forget wat i have been doing liao....anyway...not much happenings also....to summarise everyting...
-work
-chiong
-shop
-sleep
to tink of it, my life really veri sian wan, only revolve around these few things...but when sch reopens...it will be even more xiong for me, not tat i even go to sch a lot lah. but i really got prepared liao, i prepare to see at least 1 subject fail, i koe myself..now about 2 weeks have passed since my exams are over, i have been thinking a lot and i decided to resign myself to fate lah. i also haf been in a bad mood after tat cos i did poorly and keep on complain to all my frienz. but 1 day after chatting with 1 of my frien...he made me realise tat life is not all about feeling sad always, and still say im VERY pessimistic towards life. and i thought, okie. so wats the big deal about failing. not the end of my life rite. fail only ma. repeat only ma. wat big fuck to care about. ok. ya maybe i can say all tis tings now...but wait until the results come out...i dun koe...just take 1 step at a time...
and nowadays, i become more guai liao. the most 1 week chiong once only la...cheers to me for reducing on my clubbing......yay....sometimes in life, u will lose yr way, and keep on drifting further and further. sometimes when u are free or bo liao like me, then u just sit at home quietly and start tinking the things tat u have done, and start tinking about yr life, u will have a better view of yrself. and from there improve yrself rite. but then on the other hand, not all things are the same.
now a few things tat i have seen clearly about my life, first need to list out all my goals and work towards it. actually also not really goals la. goals = things i need. or isit want. i feel tat i have neglected them by spending aimlessly.
ya and tis few days i download quite a number of nice techno...to satisify myself...or i will keep on chionging lah. wats worse is tat now rush got ladies nite liao on wed n sun...if wed im wking...still can go on sun...wooo tis is gd news for me men....
haiz now i go chiong lesser liao but smoke more loh. wat am i doing men. one word lah. stress.
mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:24:00 PM


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