Tuesday, June 14, 2005

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-i got no money liao.
-Dont bluff lah, u no money? u so rich.
-i rich meh? i really got no money liao lah, siao liao, got financial problems.
-u no money but yr parents got money mah!
-my parents is my parents, me is me.

my parents really got money? i really wonder is tis the case a not..as 2day i ask them for money first time in this 5mths. the moment i ask for money...he give me a black face.
him-u dont spent so much ok..try to save...i tot u are working?
me-i wk a bit oni leh..my 1mth pay 200+ oni leh, not 1k leh.
(no response)
me-my bank also no money liao.
him-i also no money liao. i really scrimping and saving.
me-.........

i really dun koe wat to say...i really dun koe...i give up...scrimp and save still can buy computer game or watever shit for my brother? sometimes, when you haf 1 or more sibling, and when parents tell you they treat all their child the same, and they dun favor anyone...you can believe them. but their action alreadi tell it all....oni they dun koe...this is wat i observe for so mani yrs liao.

he really expect me to survive on my part time job alone. i was wondering wat if i never wk? im so envious of most of my classmates...saying tat they cant wk and study at the same time...wan to concentrate...now i really seriously considering whether i should just stop my studies.

i wonder how will he react when i get my bike few days later. shocked? i would love to see it. i wan to show him i can get wat i want without his help. i know he dun like the idea of me riding a bike..and he told me before...but...i dun see the reason why i should deprive myself of someting tat i like and anyway i got it with my own means.

if you expect me to survive on just 200+ per mth..i really cant do it...i have too much expenses to handle...and dun complain tat im working too much when i take up 2 to 3 part time jobs in future, dun expect me to do well in my exams..cos i was forced to do so...

and i would like to ask wats the use of having a air-con when you dun fucking use it???
i would also like to ask why the hell would some1 put all the tidbits or watever shit in the room and lock up the room leaving nothing in the kitchen to eat???

im really sick of this kind of shit life.

mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:00:00 AM

_________ _________

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
Where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


There's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat
If all you keep is pride


First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart


Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torches pass
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone


I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream
I dream
I dream of you



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