im sick sick sick of studying....nowadays oni keep on study and work, study and work and nothing else liao. rest of the time is sleep. now i rather spent my time sleeping than go chiong. im tired. like tue, i torn the nite outside until 7am reach home. 9am got lesson, of cos never go lah. see now i just wake up later must go sch again. when will i ever get my degree like this??? i tink i have to go back to chionging liao........to relieve stress.........or should i not......
mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:52:00 AM
wed morning woke up go sch for my lesson...then went for work later in the evening......after wk met up with mariana the first time where we both got our bikes and we can see each other and ride on the roads together. haha. went riding on the PIE went all the way to changi airport eat mac at 2am in the morning. after tat reach home liao already 4am liao but i still cannot slp so met up with my another frien who also not asleep. chatted until the sun came out then only i went back home to sleep.
thur leh, woke up at 1pm and i remember i have class at 1.30.....it was raining heavily.....so.......hack la....skip lesson *_* and went back to sleep. after tat forget wat i do liao. i tink i slp the whole day.
fri i woke up early....i had classes the whole day.....after tat rushed back home to bath then rush to work.....i had a lot to drink today....chivas and beers...whoohoo.......until i a bit quite seh liao but of cos must control a bit lah.......i brought porridge back home from my wk place....my boss cook wan...very nice!!! by the time i reach home i immediately pop down to my bed. completely shagged out...
sat, tis morning i felt a bit feverish.....but i still went for my morning lesson......then after tat wanted to go bookshop buy and collect my textbook, but i forgot to bring my wallet.....went to the sch library to study for 2hrs.......now reach home........later still got wk........i going to die liao........
mifenmei scribbles off*at`3:50:00 PM
No sch today!!! Went to town with chun mei at 12+...walk and shop at heeren for a few hrs...bought tat cd from hmv...then ate @ sakae sushi......after tat like havent shop enough...call my wking buddy...but she never pick up...haiz....so in the end......went back at 4...go work then immed play tat canto disc at my wkplace.....shiok men....feel like dancing liao the moment i play tat disc.....haha....drink a tiny bit of beer....so sleepy and hungry now....but my kns kitchen got nothing to eat, shouldnt be called a kitchen at all. can starve to death at home sia. forget it...tink i go slp better...2moro still got morning class.... =(
mifenmei scribbles off*at`1:29:00 AM
Wanted very badly to skip class today, cos veri tired......but in the end still drag myself there......after school.....went to pay installment, saw 1 of the customer at my wk place, haa, he working as bike mechanic at unity i tink.....after tat decided to eat dinner at the nearby hawker in bkt merah with frien......we ordered stingray, vegetables, toufu prawn, so full sia....after tat go home liao.....
i wanna buy the "high" cd!!! it consists of all those popular chinese songs, remix into techno!!! YaY 2moro getting my pay liao!!!
mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:19:00 PM
today i wake up very early....cos ytd slp veri early.....then study a bit.......a few pages of my notes oni lolz.....then buay tahan liao.....then slp again...then go wash bike........3 weeks never wash liao......i wash for 4 hrs....the whole afternoon.....shag men.......until i late for work.......then go wk veri sian.......not much pple......i play pool with an old man, i win haha.......so cold and just sit and watch pple sing.....so sian.......today wk realli like no mood......only 1 of my frien come down visit me......after wk....went straight to rush.......reach there 1am......i was late......poor mich waiting for me.......so sorry....then veri few pple at dancefloor....oni we 2 dance......but we dun care rite.......haha........stanley so gd.....play all our request songs.......now like my alcohol intake go down liao....drink 2 vodka lime oni now like face hot a bit seh liao......... =(
mifenmei scribbles off*at`3:42:00 AM
On wed...last min got to go wk....my collagaue kana bike accident......so left me and another gal to work. tats why tis few days keep on wking....
On thur, woke up in the noon then went for school, after school went straight to work.
On fri, i woke up 8plus nearly late for my morning class...i hate morning classes...then ate lunch liao then got afternoon class some more, after tat ended immed went for work. really damn tired tat day. slept at 3am then today need to wake up early for morning class also. now just reach home and my eyes really sibei tired tink i really not enough slp man. like got a lot of things havent revise yet..feel like wan to bo chap everyting but really cannot.......i just veri tired now going to Zzzz...nitez....
mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:58:00 PM
realli veri pek chek at wk ytd....tat stupid customer ask me find song....i find liao then he say not tis song....i put another song again he say not tis wan is the original wan......how am i to koe which is tat stupid original song.......u tink i god isit.....just tell me the song then i koe......cant u go and take the book and see for yrself which wan isit.....give me black face. at first he come in alreadi show me attitude. just point to the air con and never say anyting. ok i on it. later he just say 1 bottle. when ask him 1 bottle of wat? he say chivas la! wah lao fucking old man how am i supposse to koe u always order chivas im new here and i koe u are regular but no need to show tis kind of attitude rite??? fucking cb old man dun let me see u again.
suppose to have work again later...but dun feel like wking today...changed wking slots to sun with my collaegue...so will be wking fri sat sun......haiz.....
mifenmei scribbles off*at`3:04:00 PM
just finish my first lesson today. tis is the failed subject im taking. there she is, the same lecturer again. and she was toking about the examiner has changed tis year so the exam question is different and watever. so boring the whole time. and then my stomach like growling veri loud for the whole lecture cos never eat lunch, so paiseh. feel like a wasting of my time........... =( i must do all my homework and tutorials today!!!
mifenmei scribbles off*at`5:20:00 PM
quite busy week tis week lah..also training myself wake up early as days goes by...tot my classes all afternoon tis year...but then now got morning classes also......sianz like shit.......all rite so...tis is wat i recall.......
mon- work
tue- work
wed- shop..ktv..chiong...
thur- work
fri- go sch pay sch fees...go bank...watch movie....
sat- work...chiong...
oh ya and just now i work dun koe wat happen i keep on feel like shitting.....stomach damn pain.....tink i shitted 2 or 3 times.......wah kaoz.....tink i eat wrong food.....still can go chiong loh, and now just reach home...such a shiok week......next week not shiok liao......
mifenmei scribbles off*at`5:40:00 AM
somehow or rather...after looking at my timetable...and which sch is going to start next week....i detest those days i would have to live after tat....kept on staring at my timetable, thinking, thought about my wk too, how is everyting going to fit in nicely. and after tat, do i have any time do to other stuff as well...and the more i thought....the more i realise...it really sux....
today i was veri tired at wk....my back was aching....time passes veri slow.....i koe i black face all the way during wk.....fuck those customers....ask me isit i not happy at wk....sure pple will have bad mood at times wan rite.....but they still expect us to laugh n joke about their jokes everytime.......and veri tired today.....imagine if 2moro if i got class at 9am...wah lao eh.....i wonder last yr how i sch, wk, and even got time to chiong........
my bike also sucking me dry....tink every mth half of my pay sure go to him.....its okie......i will survive........
mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:22:00 AM
tis morning...wake up after noon time as usual....mum da bao long john silver back......then slack around and then watch tv the whole afternoon. finally told my mum bout my results. her reaction: "of cos fail lah i never see u study wan".hmm. true. now i koe...cannot study last min...or else no matter how hard u study....sure doom.....so i have decided tat i shall be a hardwking gal when sch reopens!!! at least i koe i keep on play nv study then fail lah. if i study so hard n fail ah...someting must be wrong....rather give up liao....but then again.....nthing is impossible......all rite so 2moro i have to wake up early redo my timetable....would be taking tat damn 3 failed units again and another 3 new units next yr.....fucking sian....dun koe can cope a nt.....must take tat stupid econs again....arghh.....
okie then about 6 i went out for dinner......me n my frien go eunos eat.... he say tat chicken rice there not bad, ok eat liao we share 4 bottles of tiger, why leh? cos of tat stupid tv down there having tat wwf thing or wat. dun wan to go......argh....by the time we drink finish all i dun koe go toilet how mani times liao......my stomach like water bucket.....now my face like still veri hot like got fever ah....haiz got so mani problems in yr heart sure like tat wan.....sometimes like dun wan to think so much also cannot......but anywayz...lifes like tis...ups and downs....just hope the days will get better as days goes by........
mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:33:00 AM
just came home from wk...today was kinda in a bad mood....nowadays all the bad things keep coming in my way...bad news after bad news......this afternoon my frien called me....told me the exam results were out liao....ask me faster go online and check.....i dun even wan to check......i dun even dare to see....but finally i still go see....fuck it.....expected.......cant believe out of the 4 units i took, i failed 3....i tink im the champion liao...nobody can win me liao.......
worse ting is tat dun even koe how to tell my parents sia.....how to tell them...wah lao.....my life kinda so veri messed up now....feeling so depressed.....PlAY more lah, play some more.
mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:32:00 AM
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mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:20:00 PM
this period of the time...is the time to really sort out my thoughts......sudd tot of so mani tings when at home these two days.....wed-play pool, go chiong....thur-go tok cock eat dinner with frien....rest of the time either watch tat superstar thing or online.
i found tat my sis also likes techno, shiok me out of my wits when she was blasting techno when i came home ytd. guess the genes are in us ya. keep on staring at my calender..thinking...once in a while i will do tat.....like wat are those impt dates to remember......like friends bdays coming..results coming out in a few days time...school reopening soon...bike installment.......how much must i earn a mth...how much must i save a mth....should i find another job....relationship prob....
tink i haf no need to keep anyting from here......not even when i go chiong.....just to let u koe...wed i went rush.......u said u dun wan me to destroy my life......think about this. imagine a person from going chiong 3-4 times a week to now, oni once in dun koe how mani weeks......if u cant take this........i really dun koe wat to do liao.........i dun need anyone to love me.....i will become more independent and strong...........
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