ever got the feeling of really wanting to turn up for school but in the end dun koe wtf your body clock is doing and still woke up late...after tat the feeling of depression slowly sets in and u feel so helpless...a bit kua zhang but tats wat im feeling rite now....sometimes i really feel like giving up...i dun koe wat to do....
wnenever this happens...i will blast my speakers, im doing this rite now as im writing, bo bian as no rush to go in the morning...i thought n0w i seldom go chiong i can concentrate more on my studies liao, but no, its a bit better but overall its still like the same...why is this so diff from poly....for the past 2 mths, i have just concentrated on studying and working...and i did it, i turn up for all my lectures and kept up with studies every week...but the moment i start some enjoyment, esp nite activities, everyting is like back to square one......now dun even koe wan to go for my later afternoon class a not...damn disappointed with myself....
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