
a friend just told me, about all the stress that he have been going through. said he wanted to quit his studies in SIM. he said he's under a lot of stress, cannot take it anymore. have high expectations of himself, not oni him, his friens and family also have high expectations of him also tat y feel so stress. i keep on telling him why are u so bothered about how pple look at u? you are the one whos studying wat, also not them. say until my mouth dry liao still cannot listen......lastly i told him, u can tell me all this thing, then wat about me, im even much worse off than u..or maybe diff pple haf diff expectations of themselves....i give up...he tok to the wrong person, some more the more he say the more cold water he splashing on me. i really dun understand. reminds me of in poly got 1 gal cried like siao just bcos she got a B and couldnt get all As.
i have this neighbour living directly above me and there is this maid who always play love songs early in the morning for so many hrs. and some more play so loud. and her fav song is tat mermaid song "a whole new world". sometimes when you are at home always hear this kind of music will sian and so wat........so now whenever she on music loud loud, i also on my techno loud loud...
studies wise....have been struggling like every week to keep up with my studies...no time at all.....seems like if u wan to be consistent must make effort every day and cannot stop halfway...now i koe why i so free last yr liao....the moment you slack for a few days only, have a lot of studying to catch up liao. school sucks
and then, i really feel veri guilty about last sun...i dua so mani pple....i dun mean to......actually i hate pple to dua me also tat y.......i fell asleep until 1 plus then i tot siao liao then i msg u all.....haiz stupid me.....elaine...happy birthday......must improve more yr drinking skills!!! okie tats all for updates...
mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:42:00 AM


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