Wednesday, December 28, 2005

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i have started working! actually was oni supposed to work in the kj room only as i cannot do all the heavy chores...but then after 2hrs...i helped out a bit...clean tables and wat so ever...another hr passed, i tabbed my first glass of beer i was so happy...another hr passed...i started drinking my first mug of beer....it was too boring in the kj room...cant imagine if i haf to stay inside for the whole nite....in the end...i even started opening caps of bottles and pouring drinks some more...oh man...i underestimated myself and wat i can do~~

someting to mention on christmas eve....countdown at my wk place as i was wking....after the countdown....we pop all the raffles or wat and then i tink my boss a bit seh liao he ask me to play some dancing music....i was so happy i pop my canto disc inside the cd player....and he asked me to blast it....okie then i blast so shiok men....like rush....and i chose watever songs i like so shiok...then after about 10 techno songs like tat...back to the customers singing......had a mini buffet also...with mifen all tis.......but i nv eat a single ting, no appetite....just drink and play cards with everyone.......until about 3am then the pub close!!! after tat wah lao the whole pub was in a mess must vacuum all tis....cant believe i even helped to sweep the floor even though i was clumsy.......but throughout the whole nite, i banged my finger a few times accidently, was painful all rite but still not broken. it survived the nite!! oh and tat nite i burned my left finger while i was lighting up my ciggie. too too clumsy liao.

mum is starting to nag at me to go sch liao....i tink she just cant stand seeing me at home lazing around.......excuse me i still haf mc until the end of jan ok!!! but might as well.....haizz.....im going back to sch tis fri......2mths nv go sch liao......my MIA period plus my accident period.......and i dun miss sch a bit.......i can go out.....but i cant go club....is non sensical.....i dun wan to take the risk of being drunk and bending the wire inside it and it will become worse....healthy lifestyle pls~

been tinking about it for veri long......i have decided not to sell my bike.......i just cant bear.....now in bike shop.....expected the repair to be hell lots........my fellow bikers gave me confidence to continue moving on......learnt and repent from tis lesson.......sure will have accident wan......i will stand up from my fall again =)

mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:15:00 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

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i love all the goodies tat u all bought for me...all the cookies n soup n tidbits n drinks n hotdog...i tink i will really grow fat in no time..thanks!!!

today is a tiring day sia...was out for the whole day. early in the morning go tp..got appointment...luckily they never deduct any pts....im safe.....officer told me my case still pending...result of whether the other party is in the wrong s nt will be out earliest 1 mth??!! gd loh. happy waiting for me.

noon time oh went nuh let doctor see how my progress. he said its a bit better and take out all the threads from my finger. i have learnt to endure pain liao! found out tat will take at least 2mths to fully recover...oh my god can someone kill me pls

after tat go bike shop reluctantly pay my installment...told my mechanic i buang...kana suan...still can laugh....ask them to tow my bike from tp for me....

after tat still can shop at queensway with irvin....then tiong bahru plaza....then go home.......

okie finally everyting settle liao....can set my mind at ease liao........

mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:48:00 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

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missed the appointment to go polyclinic just nw...woke up late....or rather i dun feel like going at all.....i dun even feel like going for my follow ups at NUH....last nite the pain tat i fear came again when i was sleeping...my middle finger was like so pain tat i woke up from my sleep.....i knew wats the cause of it....it was raining last nite and the weather was so cold....my finger cant tahan coldness the doc say...

i tried bending my finger for the past few days but it just cant bend.....tink bcos of the wire inside.....i fear so much of going back to the hospital now...i fear tat one of tis days they will take out the wire again and i haf to go through wat i went through during the surgery again....tinking of tat just sucks........why i have to go through all tis shit......i have no one to blame but myself....

i chose to ride...i chose tis path...i knew the consequences....i believe in my beloved...yet it let me down.....i tink bcos i nv wash him for so long, he taught me a lesson.....i havent got him back now...wonder how is he.......he's still at the traffic police....2moro going to see him for the first time after the accident........most prob going to sell him...i cant bear but no choice.......been with me for oni 6mths and tis had to happen......most prob i would have dun koe how mani pts deducted also.....cos i was riding above speed limit.....deduct all u wan....i dun care liao.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:35:00 AM

Monday, December 19, 2005

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have been tinking a lot while at home tis few days...i cant seem to recurperate well...keep on looking at my calender....keep on wondering when will i fully recover, when can i go back to my normal life.....some more relationship prob make me headache....time seems very little for me......now some more i got sore throat..i dun koe wat to type liao i cannot tink properly and no mood. till next time..

mifenmei scribbles off*at`9:40:00 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

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a week has passed since the accident. its amazing tat i can still manage to type with only my left hand...but no surprise...i have since learn to do everyting with my left hand..eating,bathing,typing...glad to say tat my wounds are getting better, but still damn pain okie...still a long long way to recovery....and still limping around the house...my stupid foot....only ting tat hasnt got better at all is my finger, i dun even dare to touch it, cant even move, i tink tats the end of it......

just came back from the polyclinic from changing my bandages....im going crazy soon staying at home everyday...past few days i oni do a few tings..eating or sleep or watch tv or online or smoke....standard everyday......i tink im going to grow fat soon...some more i really really very behind my studies liao......tis is the end men....and my wk place there dun koe still wan me a nt.....

why so mani pple say im very lucky? the doctor n nurse say i also very lucky...tat my fingers not broken...lucky tat my face no injuiry.....just now tat polyclinic nurse also say lucky i got minor injuries only.....then i say huh like tat call minor ahh?? and she laugh n told me i shd have seen tat ah peh sewing needles on his leg..okie loh ya maybe i shd be glad tat my face not disfigured......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`10:32:00 AM

Monday, December 12, 2005

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haiz..tink most of my frienz koe wat happen to me liao...skided on the road on fri evening...i will never ever 4get tat moment...kana drag for a few metres on tat stupid rough road surface....next moment i koe i saw my whole hand all filled with blood.......my bike was thrown further from me....tat female rider stop her car take tissue for me..call ambulance all tis..i just sit down there n stare into space..tink i too stunned liao....then when i was in the ambulance i tink i cried for a while cos i saw my middle finger the whole nail broke off and then my whole finger was jaggered...i tot siao liao must cut it off liao.........

2nd time i cry is in the surgery room...where they do surgery on my 2 fingers....i was conscious the whole time...although they gave me lots of injections to numb my hand..i can sill feel the pain.......cry until like siao throughout the whole operation.......the painest experience in my whole life....when i came out my eyes were veri puffy liao n i alreadi numb to pain liao.......i keep on tinking cut off my hand better.........the best part is when they scrub n wash n clean my wounds....omg.....the pain damn shiok.....

i feel like a useless person now, everyday must stay at home, cannot go sch, cannot go wk...the ting i scared most is tat my fingers dun koe still can function properly a nt......2moro still must go back nuh change my dressing.......tink nw i got phobia of bikes.......really.....just now i saw some bikes on the road i shiver a bit........anyway thanks for u guys who came to see me okie.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:32:00 PM

Friday, December 09, 2005

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just woke up...got a very the splitting headache from last nite.....nowadays mood not so good.....so last nite went mu.....went with my gal frien....drink long island tea la, beer la, graveyard la....some more free flow until 4....can drink until like siao....shiok men last nite....the crowd best la....finally once i can stay away from young kids.....even though got rnb also.......but i enjoy myself....80% of the whole nite is techno and those old techno also.......then halfway guo wei msg me.....ask whether wan go rush a not, actually i tot i wanted to go when there is rnb, but techno all the way until i cant bear to leave......just one word...shiok.......but now my head even more shiok......already missed my lesson in the morning......later still got lesson....how to go sia.......i still feel like vomiting.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`12:30:00 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

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oh man i love this video....i watched the whole ting k! if oni got such concert in spore....i sure go wan laaaa.....alice deejay has high stamina to dance so long!!!

mifenmei scribbles off*at`4:22:00 PM

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On monday, Me and mich finally went orchard tower to put tattoo, we went to the same shop where i had my first tattoo...but different person....we both decided tat we wanted living creatures on our back! mich had a butterfly while i had a lizard...if oni i got a camera to capture the pics.....

it was as painful as i expected..cant believe so fast i had my 2nd one liao...the first one was oni around 6mths back.....

nowadays my mum always stay at home, think she got no wk la, is the school holidays...sian man...when she at hm then i also at hm...always will ask me i no school meh? so free ah? wah kaoz....

just came back from sch....just bath finish...really really had a hard time bathing sia.....tink now take a nap first....later going to work.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:27:00 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

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so long never come here and blog...my com broke down...my printer broke down....-__- but now its up and going again....after work and rush last nite....i woke up late 2day....cant even wake up on time even though its an afternoon class today.....shit......

tink will not be chionging so often liao....going to stop all tis nonsence once and for all.....i going to take all my notes out and conquer all of them...im gonna to strip all of u naked. alvin is rite...wats so difficult about it? just read tat damn stupid bloody notes..will not allow spider webs to grow on them again.

mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:48:00 PM

_________ _________

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
Where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


There's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat
If all you keep is pride


First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart


Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torches pass
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone


I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream
I dream
I dream of you



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