Saturday, January 28, 2006

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just reach hm from work....today actually got sch.....end up nv go sch wake up immediately went for work...today happy n sad n angry at the same time...happy bcos in my heart koe liao hhaha. sad cos in my heart also koe liao. angry bcos office politics again. 1 customer ran off without paying bill, end up 3 of us have to share the cost of tat jug of beer, share the cost nvm. still.......long story....anyway.......i really dun koe wat to do.......drink a lot today.....end up alreadi so seh liao still kana pull go eat supper.....if not for i dun haf bike i would haf gone home straight after wk .nw all the water n food in my stomach...dun koe hw to slp men.......i tink 2moro i must slp the whole day.....cannot tahan liao.....some more 2day wk until 2am going to 3 liao still dun haf extra pay.......wat is tis men......my boss really damn niao......no wonder so mani pple quit liao.......some more tips so little.........if not for tis place near my hse i would haf quit liao......drink so much liao some more yr own boss ask u to drink again.......wat is tis men........tink i so strong ah........fuck u man!!!!!!

mifenmei scribbles off*at`4:09:00 AM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

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woke up heng in time for my lesson later..special thanks to eugene who gave me morning call at 10+....or else tink i will still be slping away like a pig.......see now still got time to blog...wahha

ytd spent my whole day outside....i got no sch and no need work!!!went west mall to shop n dye my hair(again!!) had lunch at delifrance then ya actually i wanted to dye a brighter brown colour....but after tat decided against it....my hair alreadi no hope liao still dye so bright....will make it look more rough.......so i dyed a ash green colour....ohh did i mention tat 1 week ago i went pro trim to rebond my hair and it looks like shit now.....rebond like never rebond like tat......hair curly then usual now.....tat place sucks i will never go there again!!! wasted my money =( after tat continue my shopping again then had dinner at burger king but i oni ate 1/4 of the burger......then later when chua chu kang kbox drink beer n sang until 3am closing....

okie now i go dilly dally n prepare go sch liao......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:23:00 AM

Monday, January 16, 2006

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wake up early early on sat go for my class..after tat went home take nap then go work...mix a lot of drinks during wk...tat day like all the tables got different kinds of drinks....so i also drink red wine...chivas...beer......oni seh but nv vomit.....got one regular still give me n my collague $10 tips each....=)....tat nite really veri fun.....some incident laugh until pengzz......i on techno at the end of the nite then got one old man dance until like wat...after tat still can da bao roti prata home and eat.......reach hm liao, wanted to pour the curry into a bowl but ended up most of it on the floor, i tink too seh liao haaa .next morning kana scolded.....

next day wake up got a bit hangover......met guo wei at west mall eat sushi.....and then he haf to go back camp liao.....i accompany chun mei go bugis shopping......end up she didnt buy anyting i tink nthing caught her eye but i buy lots of tings.....so now just come back.....sibei sibei the tired now.......actually wanted to revise my wk but i tink 4get it slp first 2moro then say...

mifenmei scribbles off*at`1:07:00 AM

Friday, January 13, 2006

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just came back from work and supper...today was a cold n quiet nite...with a few of the usual regulars tat turned up....nothing much to do for the whole nite....some more bcos of my still bandaged finger.....not complied to do most of the tings....i entertained myself with sweets n chocolate n coke throughout the nite, oni drank a few sips of beer today.

had fried noodle for supper just now, with a few bites of chicken chop from linda's plate. i tink she influenced me, always i work with her bo bian must go eat supper with her, as i have to share cab with her after tat.

just found out today tat the deadline for payment of exam fee is tis sat, no letter mailed to me, nothing at all. knew it from frienz. faster tell my mum about it when i told her is $2772, i saw the shock on her face...guess i wont have any pocket money for the next few mths liao.......i guess nowadays a lot of money being spent on me...the hospital bills la n now tis.....i feel so guilty knowing tat they have to pay all tis money for nothing bcos i never study and most prob i am going to fail again.

mifenmei scribbles off*at`2:31:00 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

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arghh. stupid linda, u scold me one more time..u try and see!!! u always tok behind pple's back, tink i dun koe ah!! and boss also, always tok behind pple back, wah lao eh. cannot tell them anyting in future. just bcos got customer ask me go eat supper, then u tell me must be professional n must draw a line all tis shit. for goodness sake i never even agreed to have supper with him. keep on nag nag nag..even worse than my mother. one day u make me cannot take it liao then u koe. shittttt~

thur went back nuh took x-ray, put splinter, and take the irritating wire out. only 1 small injection alreadi so pain. dun koe how he inject. inject until now still can see the hole so big and got blue black around it. was scared like shit and i still cried in the end. then doctor say after 3 more weeks see how. hehe the doctor quite yandao sia..lolz...aiya..i now just pray to god hope for the best hope the following days will go well for me...let my mood be so much better......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:50:00 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

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a new year but i dun feel like a new year at all...i just finished work and just reach home...today my ex whom i koe at rush came to visit me at my wkplace.....came a few times liao....dun koe....why he stay so far so tired still come....nowadays like i only work and go out...i havent even start to go back to school yet...i feel i have completely lost in touch with my sch work....i dun even koe if now i start going back to sch can catch up a not....mock exam in feb...exam in may....i really got no confidence..i feel like giving up everyting...like got no goals at all.........

nowadays veri veri depressed.....wat a great way to start tis year...i really feel like going clubbing forget all my troubles.......some more cannot drink so much...must be careful wat i eat, cannot eat tis cannot eat tat...everyday must drink milk and cheese and stuff to strengthen my bones.....

to xxxxx, i can tell u i hate pple who shout at me...i hate pple who are violent...even not violent in action but in words.....wats more if its my bf who can shout at me until i cry......even if u are in bad mood also is tat an excuse? tink about your violence and words tat u say, tat really hurts me a lot and wats more is not true at all...tis incident really completely turns me off...u really make me have the impression tat you are like my frien's violent bf tat hit me......u keep on say when tings go wrong i blame u for everyting...in fact i never tot of blaming you at all..i never said it was your fault....maybe your character is like tat....tis i understand, just like my character is also like tat, maybe we just dun suit each other at all. u say i chose bike chose work over you? u should koe tat these are 2 different tings altogether.....i work cant be helped...if i nv wk u yang wo isit? u shd koe tat bike is my interest....u cant stop me from doing wat i like to do.....just like u cant stop me from chionging......just like i cant stop u from smoking....forgive me for having to tell u all tis tings dwn here.....as i find it veri veri hard to tok to u even on the phone about all tis tings....like last time, even before i wanted to tell all tis ting to u i kana shouted at first...until i 4got wat i wan to say....until i find it hard to explain tings to u.......anyway......its over......take care.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`1:28:00 AM

_________ _________

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
Where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


There's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat
If all you keep is pride


First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart


Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream


Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torches pass
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone


I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in


I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream
I dream
I dream of you



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