haiz...nowadays...really no mood men...got so much tings to tink about...tis will be a long post..but i dun care...really feel like voicing everything out today...
one of my frien told me tat her bf dumped her...but she really like him a lot...but he dun...now tell me tat she will continue to quietly wait for him...haiz...i also dun koe wat to say.....just tell her all guys are like tat...ok maybe not really all guys are like tat...cos a lot of my frienz have sweet bfs tat care for them a lot...maybe bcos of my past experience..maybe bcos suay suay all the guys i met are like tat....but i still follow my heart.....
sch has reopen after 2 weeks of partying christmas n new yr..n exams are cuming...exam cuming means got to fork out money again for the exam fees...omg...is damn ex...just for one paper...S$484...n i am taking like 4 papers...cant imagine if i fail...i will haf to retake the paper...n fork out more money...even though the money is not i pay wan...but i koe my parents really trying hard to fork out my sch fees alone...tat y seldom ask them for money....
but i tink i will fail...at the rate im going at...exams coming not even a bit concern...i really dun feel like studying liao...sum more tink of got 3 more damn fuking yrs to go....sian 1/2...if i fail leh? take 4 yrs loh. if i fail again leh? 5 yrs loh. by the time i hw old liao? waste my YOUTH loh.
tot a lot these few days...so wanting to get a full time job. Earn my first $1k plus.
If i get a full time job then no need to worry about money liao..dun need to save until so jialat like now...
REALLY must force myself to study liao no matter wat. u koe my notes...havent touch yet, all my notes on top of my shelf i tink now got spiderweb liao...really nv bluff loh....ytd i just found some strings of white thing between the wall n my notes....so er xin....
thoughts drifted to 1 yr ago...i was still a hard core chiongster...1 yr ago at tis time...rem every wed fri sat CONFIRM PLUS GUARANTEE CHOP will meet the same old clubbing kakis at the same old place...drinking...dancing...like theres no 2moro...and tat time i was still in my poly days...even next day got sch also hack care...now i think back...i was really lucky to haf passed my final semester in poly...and other semesters too..or else i wouldnt haf grad by now...and if there was any fri or sat nite im at home...i will feel very uneasy....die die also must go chiong...NOw most of them got bf or gf liao...or must go in camp liao...or start wking liao...every1 move on liao...it will nv be the same again...miss those days.....
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