i was withdrawing my money from the ATM the day b4...until i realised so fast it was end of mth liao...so fast hor....but somehow i still feel tat still like not enough money leh. at least still far from my goal of saving money for my bike...
wanted so much to lend a big sum of money from my parents, then will pay them back slowly....but then i tink n tink aiya better dun la, later wan to nag at me again. sorted out my thoughts tat if i wan buy smthing tat i like, i will never ever rely on them, cos i dun like pple to give me black face esp if i get nag at, i cant tahan....
i guess i am a person tat like to save face and independent in certain ways. but lack determination and indecisive and playful.
the more u tink i cant do it....i will do it for u to see.....(other than studies la, lolz)
but then for studies, if you are not the study type(like me) also bo bian rite....
my past experience with life had really made me independent....really.....
sudd tinking about my past relationships....failed ones in a way also got reason wan loh, i was tinking isit the prob lies with we seldom meet....or is just my attitude tat makes them pissed off......normally everyone is wking from mon-fri rite...then weekends off....but me is the opposite...so veri hard loh....
anyway...my heart is beginning to heal liao....so i going to be ok liao...and to me frienz are the most impt....even impt than family n bf....at least to me la....cos i am a failure in relationships and my family dun understand me at all....but must see also, some frienz are also not worth having, is only when you are at the lowest point of your life then you will really see who yr true frienz are....tis is wat i learnt......
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