sometimes i really dun koe wat u are tinking. get mad at me and ask me to go home for no reason and keep on telling me to go home and tink about wat i have done and do i really wan us to be together. wtf. when u told me i lose my temper again, i really have no idea did i really lose my temper a nt as i was in dreamland. i hate it when always i wanted to storm off and he will say"are you sure" is kind of threatening bcos in my heart i dun really wan to leave. but now, its just so unbearing just too much to take.
i always dun like pple haf bf and gf liao dun go out with frienz tat often liao, and seem tat i am doing this myself. why i wan to torture myself i dun understand myself. sometimes i really dun koe whether i should just move on or try to change myself for him. i always tink about this problem as im not the type who could do all this..but then i always tot tat its worth it to maintain tis relationship. if oni u could be more understanding towards me.
he tell me i take him for granted...wtf...i just dun understand wat cause him to say tat. i show care and concern not veri openly i should say, or i dun koe how to express myself...he always tell me all my bad points in my face...which is veri heart breaking for me but i koe is true. and i sometimes wonder whether do he really deserve tis kind of gal?
"why must u hurt me" he told me..in my heart i tinking why dun he come into my shoes and understand wat i have been going through..its really not easy for me....im really grateful for all the tings he had done for me...cared about me..showered me with love...but he is changing me until i lose all my interest in everyting and i dun like it at all. if not for tat damn clubbing incident, i would have continued to go clubbing as and when i wish..i koe im at fault tat y i stop gg chiong, but for other tings, even though i have temper veri easily, irresponsible, inconsiderate, playful, dun value life, or watever shit tat he tell me, these are still a part of me rite? i really cannot take it anymore.
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