im sick sick sick of studying....nowadays oni keep on study and work, study and work and nothing else liao. rest of the time is sleep. now i rather spent my time sleeping than go chiong. im tired. like tue, i torn the nite outside until 7am reach home. 9am got lesson, of cos never go lah. see now i just wake up later must go sch again. when will i ever get my degree like this??? i tink i have to go back to chionging liao........to relieve stress.........or should i not......
wed morning woke up go sch for my lesson...then went for work later in the evening......after wk met up with mariana the first time where we both got our bikes and we can see each other and ride on the roads together. haha. went riding on the PIE went all the way to changi airport eat mac at 2am in the morning. after tat reach home liao already 4am liao but i still cannot slp so met up with my another frien who also not asleep. chatted until the sun came out then only i went back home to sleep.
No sch today!!! Went to town with chun mei at 12+...walk and shop at heeren for a few hrs...bought tat cd from hmv...then ate @ sakae sushi......after tat like havent shop enough...call my wking buddy...but she never pick up...haiz....so in the end......went back at 4...go work then immed play tat canto disc at my wkplace.....shiok men....feel like dancing liao the moment i play tat disc.....haha....drink a tiny bit of beer....so sleepy and hungry now....but my kns kitchen got nothing to eat, shouldnt be called a kitchen at all. can starve to death at home sia. forget it...tink i go slp better...2moro still got morning class.... =(
Wanted very badly to skip class today, cos veri tired......but in the end still drag myself there......after school.....went to pay installment, saw 1 of the customer at my wk place, haa, he working as bike mechanic at unity i tink.....after tat decided to eat dinner at the nearby hawker in bkt merah with frien......we ordered stingray, vegetables, toufu prawn, so full sia....after tat go home liao.....
today i wake up very early....cos ytd slp veri early.....then study a bit.......a few pages of my notes oni lolz.....then buay tahan liao.....then slp again...then go wash bike........3 weeks never wash liao......i wash for 4 hrs....the whole afternoon.....shag men.......until i late for work.......then go wk veri sian.......not much pple......i play pool with an old man, i win haha.......so cold and just sit and watch pple sing.....so sian.......today wk realli like no mood......only 1 of my frien come down visit me......after wk....went straight to rush.......reach there 1am......i was late......poor mich waiting for me.......so sorry....then veri few pple at dancefloor....oni we 2 dance......but we dun care rite.......haha........stanley so gd.....play all our request songs.......now like my alcohol intake go down liao....drink 2 vodka lime oni now like face hot a bit seh liao......... =(
On wed...last min got to go wk....my collagaue kana bike accident......so left me and another gal to work. tats why tis few days keep on wking....
realli veri pek chek at wk ytd....tat stupid customer ask me find song....i find liao then he say not tis song....i put another song again he say not tis wan is the original wan......how am i to koe which is tat stupid original song.......u tink i god isit.....just tell me the song then i koe......cant u go and take the book and see for yrself which wan isit.....give me black face. at first he come in alreadi show me attitude. just point to the air con and never say anyting. ok i on it. later he just say 1 bottle. when ask him 1 bottle of wat? he say chivas la! wah lao fucking old man how am i supposse to koe u always order chivas im new here and i koe u are regular but no need to show tis kind of attitude rite??? fucking cb old man dun let me see u again.
just finish my first lesson today. tis is the failed subject im taking. there she is, the same lecturer again. and she was toking about the examiner has changed tis year so the exam question is different and watever. so boring the whole time. and then my stomach like growling veri loud for the whole lecture cos never eat lunch, so paiseh. feel like a wasting of my time........... =( i must do all my homework and tutorials today!!!
quite busy week tis week lah..also training myself wake up early as days goes by...tot my classes all afternoon tis year...but then now got morning classes also......sianz like shit.......all rite so...tis is wat i recall.......
somehow or rather...after looking at my timetable...and which sch is going to start next week....i detest those days i would have to live after tat....kept on staring at my timetable, thinking, thought about my wk too, how is everyting going to fit in nicely. and after tat, do i have any time do to other stuff as well...and the more i thought....the more i realise...it really sux....
tis morning...wake up after noon time as usual....mum da bao long john silver back......then slack around and then watch tv the whole afternoon. finally told my mum bout my results. her reaction: "of cos fail lah i never see u study wan".hmm. true. now i koe...cannot study last min...or else no matter how hard u study....sure doom.....so i have decided tat i shall be a hardwking gal when sch reopens!!! at least i koe i keep on play nv study then fail lah. if i study so hard n fail ah...someting must be wrong....rather give up liao....but then again.....nthing is impossible......all rite so 2moro i have to wake up early redo my timetable....would be taking tat damn 3 failed units again and another 3 new units next yr.....fucking sian....dun koe can cope a nt.....must take tat stupid econs again....arghh.....
just came home from wk...today was kinda in a bad mood....nowadays all the bad things keep coming in my way...bad news after bad news......this afternoon my frien called me....told me the exam results were out liao....ask me faster go online and check.....i dun even wan to check......i dun even dare to see....but finally i still go see....fuck it.....expected.......cant believe out of the 4 units i took, i failed 3....i tink im the champion liao...nobody can win me liao.......
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