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missed the appointment to go polyclinic just nw...woke up late....or rather i dun feel like going at all.....i dun even feel like going for my follow ups at NUH....last nite the pain tat i fear came again when i was sleeping...my middle finger was like so pain tat i woke up from my sleep.....i knew wats the cause of it....it was raining last nite and the weather was so cold....my finger cant tahan coldness the doc say...

i tried bending my finger for the past few days but it just cant bend.....tink bcos of the wire inside.....i fear so much of going back to the hospital now...i fear tat one of tis days they will take out the wire again and i haf to go through wat i went through during the surgery again....tinking of tat just sucks........why i have to go through all tis shit......i have no one to blame but myself....

i chose to ride...i chose tis path...i knew the consequences....i believe in my beloved...yet it let me down.....i tink bcos i nv wash him for so long, he taught me a lesson.....i havent got him back now...wonder how is he.......he's still at the traffic police....2moro going to see him for the first time after the accident........most prob going to sell him...i cant bear but no choice.......been with me for oni 6mths and tis had to happen......most prob i would have dun koe how mani pts deducted also.....cos i was riding above speed limit.....deduct all u wan....i dun care liao.......

mifenmei scribbles off*at`11:35:00 AM

_________ _________
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
Where I am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream

There's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat
If all you keep is pride

First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause' the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

And I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream

Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torches pass
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

I dream
I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

I dream
I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream
I dream
I dream of you


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