a new year but i dun feel like a new year at all...i just finished work and just reach home...today my ex whom i koe at rush came to visit me at my wkplace.....came a few times liao....dun koe....why he stay so far so tired still come....nowadays like i only work and go out...i havent even start to go back to school yet...i feel i have completely lost in touch with my sch work....i dun even koe if now i start going back to sch can catch up a not....mock exam in feb...exam in may....i really got no confidence..i feel like giving up everyting...like got no goals at all.........
nowadays veri veri depressed.....wat a great way to start tis year...i really feel like going clubbing forget all my troubles.......some more cannot drink so much...must be careful wat i eat, cannot eat tis cannot eat tat...everyday must drink milk and cheese and stuff to strengthen my bones.....
to xxxxx, i can tell u i hate pple who shout at me...i hate pple who are violent...even not violent in action but in words.....wats more if its my bf who can shout at me until i cry......even if u are in bad mood also is tat an excuse? tink about your violence and words tat u say, tat really hurts me a lot and wats more is not true at all...tis incident really completely turns me off...u really make me have the impression tat you are like my frien's violent bf tat hit me......u keep on say when tings go wrong i blame u for everyting...in fact i never tot of blaming you at all..i never said it was your fault....maybe your character is like tat....tis i understand, just like my character is also like tat, maybe we just dun suit each other at all. u say i chose bike chose work over you? u should koe tat these are 2 different tings altogether.....i work cant be helped...if i nv wk u yang wo isit? u shd koe tat bike is my interest....u cant stop me from doing wat i like to do.....just like u cant stop me from chionging......just like i cant stop u from smoking....forgive me for having to tell u all tis tings dwn here.....as i find it veri veri hard to tok to u even on the phone about all tis tings....like last time, even before i wanted to tell all tis ting to u i kana shouted at first...until i 4got wat i wan to say....until i find it hard to explain tings to u.......anyway......its over......take care.......
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